Emma

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Mummy went for class today, so it was a home alone day, again :(
Had lunch with mummy at little India during her break time,
then went to fetch toot-san.
OMG! my brother and I have totally different attitude and character.
I waited for him at the gate for almost 20mins; all the students were almost gone already and my brother was nowhere to be seen. I finally saw him and his group of friends. When, he saw me, he merely waved and say: HI SIS!
OMG! When will my brother grow up?? I thought he went missing (touchwood)
Normally I will be the first one to rush out of class. But probably its my habit, so cannot blame him then :p


Yesterday, I was busy watching drama: Emergency room 24 hours part 3,
hence didnt have the chance to come online.
This particular part revolves around a massive earthquake that hit Japan and how the emergency room doctors and nurses dealt with it.
What left me the strongest impression was the scene at the village clinic which was hit by the earthquake,when Dr. Shindo said

"Those who can move, please go to another place to seek consultation and those who are beyond saving, Im sorry, I cannot save them"

At first, I was puzzled though not as angry as those in the drama. The villagers wanted to bash him up and said that he was a cruel doctor, but they stopped.
Dr Shindo cried. He cried. Because he knew that it is impossible to save everyone with the limited medical facilities and medicine in the clinic itself. He can only save those whose injury are not too serious but still critical thAn the others. He was feeling guilty and remorseful to those that he cannot help and save, yet he knew his priorities. Doctors, are not GOD, they are here to save as many patients as possible and not to do try-and-error. I guess I understand his intentions afterall.
I realised that it is important to have a firm stand especially when you know that it is right and beneficial to others even though it may make you unpopular and hateful.


Yes. again, ive learnt another point. If I am going to be one (hopefully), I must not only know how to make accurate and fast decisions to save patients but also understand the mentality and mindset of my patient so as to relieve their emotional and psychological pain and worries. I know I have the passion and it is my passion that gives me the strength to stand up again whenever I fall, the drive to push me beyond my limits and to never give up! Fighting! I will try my best!

The aim to continue to survive will excavate human's potential and defeat despairs


Fighting!
p.s Im waiting for Jang's new drama!!! It's coming! <3

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