Emma

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The 3rd Day of the Sep Hols... As the day passes in the blink of an eye, the day to return back to school is nearer.
I forgotten that I have Gu Zheng Practice today until someone reminded me. I bet the teacher was real mad at me. Im sorry.

"Jack of all Trade, Master of none"
Sec three is truly a year which i grew more mature in thinking and my verbal speeches. I started my Sec 1 being so enthutiastic in everything, from Student Council to Gu Zheng. But now, i feel I am about to wither. Since i failed my A-maths consequtively for Term 1 and 2, i have been losing confidence in myself. It was then, i knew that my priorities are not just being the Chairman of Guzheng or the Vice-President of Operations in SC. Although, i have start improving, it doesn't mean i can take things for granted again. One and a half years more, i will be freed. But, it is neither a long period nor a short period.
I Know i can still stay till the end, but wat's the use when my heart is no longer there. Because of constant struggles btw which to choose--either SC or Guzheng, it is one of the factor which makes me lose my interest and passion in both of them.

In the past, being a leader is my goal. On the contrary recently, whenever i see my friends eating and chatting happuly in the canteen together, i was envious. I longed to be like them, I desire to be as simple as them. No more power struggle...

Now, I just want to focus on my studies and my Piano. They are my life apart from my family and friends. I can feel the real me when im in the world of piano, when i play it, i can dream, imagine. It's all mine!

My purposes of saying all these, is to tell the world that, i may be capable in your eyes, but do not push me to the end. You haven seen the rage in me yet...
Im neutral and I support based on evidence and reasons(ehh.. like history class)

I just hope to be a fillial daughter to my parents, a sister that can communicate well with my brother, share his burden and teach him in his weaker subjects. Able to reach my goals in my Studies, the TOP! and put in my heart and soul in my piano.

Aiya! All these EMO stuffs... Back to the crappy me!!! Muahahaha!
Just get back home after accompanying my mother to the doctors...
Now blogging...
Later playing...
ABOUT this la....

IM SUPER EXCITED!!!
Im going to see them tomorrow... muahahaha.....
Hope that we will have a enjoyable day tomorrow...

See ya...^^

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